mind over matterz

weird isnt it...
whn u still miss sumwan...evntgh thy dun give a damn bout u...
o hurt u 2 da max...


it hurtz a lot...
cnnt get over it...
juz fil lyk my sunny days r over...

no no no...
but wait...

m actly supposed 2 feel da direct oppste of it...
mixed emo...datz ryte...


nid 2 calm dwn...inhale my tranquilizer...

but thn...what o who is my my trnqlzer nw?

mind over matterz...
hate it...hate tiz flng...
hate dat entity...

mouth says hate...
WAT DOES MY HEART SAY...??