mind over matterz

weird isnt it...
whn u still miss sumwan...evntgh thy dun give a damn bout u...
o hurt u 2 da max...


it hurtz a lot...
cnnt get over it...
juz fil lyk my sunny days r over...

no no no...
but wait...

m actly supposed 2 feel da direct oppste of it...
mixed emo...datz ryte...


nid 2 calm dwn...inhale my tranquilizer...

but thn...what o who is my my trnqlzer nw?

mind over matterz...
hate it...hate tiz flng...
hate dat entity...

mouth says hate...
WAT DOES MY HEART SAY...??

i shudnt b em0-ing ryte...

not gona gve any benefit...not gona hlp me...

but i rily am an emo type of person...
currently...

GOD IS WATCHING...

ALL IS WELL

deleted my older posts d...
bored to death...
literally...

m gone be smthng lyk poetic ammo i guez...

wana relax and do sum soul searchng...

adiozzzz...


signing of...nisha fabregas...:)

Against all odds


i have to pull through
all the harrowing ordeals i have to face
face them gallantly
with utmost perserverance
and skills that are not much
that need sharpening from being blunt

whinning and whimpering
will not lend a hand i know
nevertheless,i need to buckle up
get started,and begin my journey
that will decide my destiny
although i do not know where it will
lead me

i am going to leave my footprint
and i will make sure
it is not merely a fluke.

TIME



windows of the future
stark and vacant
bleak and dilapidated
worn out with time
leaving not even a smear
of the future we dreamt of

are there such possibilities
bellowing and hollering
with dazzled and unfathomable expression?
keep on persuading and summoning
something called a bleak future

after all the hassle and hustle
of a busy life
is this what we can dream of?
is this what we are doomed for?
is it something deserving
or something that will cause us to
perish?

are all these questions answerable?
Only time will and can decide...